paroles de chanson Heal - C.Kaleb

Catch me walking home at
Midnight
Coming back
Wonder where my head is at
I just tried some new shit got me running like a running back
Methamphetamine while I'm studying off weed
Hope all the amphetamines will help me find my fucking dream
Because I'm lost again
Just went and got tossed again
Asked my dad bout counseling
While I take another fucking drink
Bitch I can't think
Cloud brain
Praying that I change
I hope I will
Man the stress is real
Only thing I feel damn

Here we go again
Back to all the sex and drugs
It ain't love I know
It's cheap and fucking easy
It's so easy to get lost inside this city
What a pity
Cause I tried to stop
Again
Again
Again
But when i hit the pen it's like that shit is my best friend
Don't know if this high is ever gonna fucking end
I'm so close to jumping off a bridge say London falls
I can't get locked up again remember those white walls
I ain't gonna lie the shit feels good
Till it don't, then I fill the pain with stronger smoke
Loving dope yeah I don't endorse
This is one of those addictions that you can't divorce
I had a fucking option was not fucking forced
But I wanted euphoria
This not a fun story yeah
If I had a chance I would try to go and run
If I had a gun
Man if i had a gun

Bullets in my head
Back to idolize the dead
Only thing I'm trying to read is suicide methods
Yeah my mental
The taxing that it's been through
I'm stuck in this psychosis
And I got the diagnosis
What's here left for me
And what's left of me
What's my identity
Why are people chill with me
Tell me who I'm making all this music for
I feel bad they might see me passed out on the floor

This for kids in the boonies with their opioid addiction
This for me black and free
Michigan with an affliction
I don't know, I don't really have a motherfucking mission
Only mission on my mind is ending up missing
Side note fuck the online trolls
You suck my dick more than the addicts
I know you bitches have a bad habit
But when you start to lie that ain't jazzy that's just tragic
And nigga ish we ain't never interacted
And anons bitch you barely even matter
Tell me why that's how I fucking feel
Out of time
Out of bars
Ain't no time to fucking heal

I don't know I don't really have no mission
I'm just struggling to break from this addiction
Niggas talking about the time like it's mine
Only time that I feel alive is when I'm fucking high