Running from Myself

I've been running from myself
Smile to my family and shake my friends' hands, they all think I'm doing well
Sleep until 'bout three, reminiscing in the dark, mama worried for my health
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Lord, I need your help
Yeah, yeah
Ou-hoo-mhm

Need to make some changes
Wake up every morning, my emotion different ranges
Sick of trying to heal a broken heart with different strangers
Learning how to love but they don't speak the same language, it's dangerous
My heart really broke, it need some maintenance
I've been really hurt, but you can hear it in this cadence
Really been deppressed, but my family think I'm lazy
Tryna think outside the box, but people think I'm crazy

I love toxic girls, why do I give them my whole world?
Ain't worth diamond and no pearls
Wrapping my head in a swirl
I'm so sick of all the hurt
Sick of crying in my shirt
I've been tryna go to church, so I can finally end this curse

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, uh
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, uh
Oh-ou, ou-ou, ou-ou-ou-ou
Yeah, yeah-uh, yeah, yeah-uh, yeah, yeah-uh

Don't know if you gon' ride for me
It's alright, it's on God's timing
Put my holy shades on, devil tryna blind me
Tried to put some snakes in the grass, but they can't hide from me
Used to have a girl, she broke my heart cause she ain't ride for me
Gave her my whole heart and she tore everything inside of me
Give you all my love, don't get it back, that's just how I be
Feel like it's the karma for what I did, Lord, I'm sorry