paroles de chanson Change My Ways - Calist

I gotta change my ways, I gotta change my ways
I gotta change my ways, I gotta change my ways
Too many long nights, and wasted days
I swear I'll change now, I swear I'll
This time I'll change my ways

Ya, I've always been the type, to look back, on my life
And wonder, have I done it alright, or have I,
Just made excuses for nights, that I can't remember
With people that I can't forget, those times stay in my head
I thought I done my best, and always been a bigger man
Never an accomplice to the drama, now here I stand
Ready to give departing words to all this extra bullshit
I would go more rounds, but I'm expended, ain't got a full clip
And this place it feel foreign, don't think I been here
A place in my mind where my mistakes seem so clear
Trying to be sincere and take blame for my actions
Understand what I do will have an opposite reaction
Feeling like a fraction of the man I want to be
Think I was closer to that man when I was only seventeen
A weak grip on my life losing sight of my dreams
Can't blame my ex for what she did, cuz I drove her to cheat
Ya, and I drove in the seat
Above the limit, push a stick shift, ask who rollin' with me
I give no fucks in the moment cuz that's what I think is cool
Behind the wheel, fuck how I feel, why am I acting a fool
Such a fool, such a fool
Living inside swimming pools
And push the limit every weekend pay no attention to rules
I think its time to face it, and understand I got a problem
See my reflection and apologize to him for what I cost him

I gotta change my ways, I gotta change my ways
I gotta change my ways, I gotta change my ways

Ya, and that conversation's tough
Recognizing a problem at twenty-two is hard enough
When everyone around me do the same it ain't seem fair
Cuz they all good so why am I not, I guess we hard to compare
I guess we hard to compare, and this is hard for me to share
Heart on my sleeve, like I put it on fabric to wear
Designer shirt, you can find me at the bar staying late
My friends went home, I'm all alone
Cuz I decided to stay, I'm all alone
And always offer to pay
I check my bank in the morning, my accounts losing weight
And Ive known for a while I'm not the best with my money
I'd rather blow it on drinks at the bar tryna get lucky
Oh ya
Them times were funny but I'd rather give it up
I've tried time and time again but I ain't have no luck
I guess I'd rather stay fucked, expression of a coward
Don't understand why I'm giving substances the power
A flower in a room won't bloom and that's the truth
So I try to leave the bar and turn the lights on in the booth
The hardest on myself, but I guess it's a part of me
Cuz saying no to another one is just so hard for me

I gotta change my ways, I gotta change my ways
I gotta change my ways, I gotta change my ways