paroles de chanson I'm Alive but I'm Not Here - Call Me Karizma

In my bed in LA, I've had way better days
It's 2am and I'm awake
I miss feeling feelings if you feel me
I don't know if I'm sad, but I miss what we had
It feels good to be bad, so I text someone new instead of you
I'm sorry, it's the truth, I've lost my morals, Slept with more girls than I can count
But I hate the whole world, but pray I won't be held or bound I lost you
But never found the sun again, my mom says that I'm selfish and she's right
Here I am, without a friend cause I pushed them away to write
I'm alive, but I'm not here
I'm sick of trying without a cure
My eyes are dry, but I feel tears
because losing time is my only fear
In my car in NY, living just to get by
Traffic sucks, but I drive cause it gives me time to think more
I don't know if life's pure
I don't believe what I hear
I don't play for the cheers, but the world thinks that's what I sing for
This world ain't a source
We drank it all, we have nothing left but big holes and heads
The water's brown and your daughter's down on me now in bed
It really isn't the best, I'll take what I can get
Pacing back and forth like I'm racing
Ready set go
Fall in the pit, we're all gonna die, we're all not gonna live
I'm alive, but I'm not here
I'm sick of trying without a cure
My eyes are dry, but I feel tears
because losing time is my only fear
I'm alive, but I'm not here
I'm sick of trying without a cure
I'm alive, but I'm not here