I WISH I COULD HATE YOU FOR BREAKING ME AND CALLING IT LOVE

Holding my breath, playing pretend
Acting like you'll never hurt me again
And why does your love come with a punch
That I'll keep taking again and again?

How many times will you apologize
And say that you're ready to change?

I wish I could hate you for breaking me, calling it love
I made you stay when you wanted to run
Tell you I can't love the same, 'cause you threw me away
And why couldn't I be enough?

And sometimes, I felt being somebody else
'Cause you never cared, even 'til the end
If only you'd be just into me
But you keep on fucking me up in the head

I wish I could hate you for breaking me, calling it love
I made you stay when you wanted to run
Tell you I can't love the same 'cause you threw me away
And why couldn't I be enough?

Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh
I don't know love, mm
From what you've done

I wish I could hate you for breaking me, calling it love
I made you stay when you wanted to run
Tell you I can't love the same 'cause you threw me away
And why couldn't I be enough?