INSOMNIA

For once in my life
I don't wanna accept the fact that it is what it is and
Unless and until I do that I don't think I would be able to sleep
Each night at 12:45
Thoughts lift the weight off my eyes
So I lay here down on the floor
Letting walls be my drawing board
No colors left for me to paint
I tried my best what a shame
So I lay here down on the floor
Every moment I'm craving for more
I need you behind my eyes
Between your sheets and spill some wine
This thought should bring me peace
I'm a sailor who's lost can't you (Sea) see
We're all bound to get lost at some points of our lives
But the thing is we find ourselves back
The choice is ours
To fight back and be what we wanted to be

What gives me Insomnia is
The fear of losing the love of my life
Because then I know that I'll lose myself too
Sometimes that anxiety keeps me awake that
I wonder how my family will get along in the long run
What gives me Insomnia is the question that
Will I actually be able to become someone
That my parents can be proud of
She rhymes like the light of day
Until then I think I've seen a lot today
She just doesn't know it yet
Let me know how your magic strikes the fret
And it's been tragic
But fuck it with these trends we set

And I started from the bottom of the tree
When I realised every night that I couldn't sleep
Everytime I've looked for peace
Nightmares are my catharsis that I've released
Let's go fulfill a wish
Free ya' from the shackles of insomnia
While you're not sleeping busy in your work when I'm not near
Dreaming about things as this is Narnia
With these sounds running wild in my head
I can't hear
So I listened to my lessons early
Break yourself to workin' nearly
Desolation creeps into my soul like osmotic pressure
So exhilarating, it's kinda ironic
Life is replenished
At the dawn can we just vanish
What gives me Insomnia
Keeps me awake
The fear of losing the love of my life
The world would fuck your heart
Ten days to Sunday
So I gotta run before I decide to stay
Cigarettes on the ashtray
There goes a ray of hope in the blistering cold
Let's let our stories unfold til' we grow old
The craziness inside me breaks me
And she's a calm in the storm
It felt wrong when you said there's an escape
I'mma let you have your own space
When you're the recognition of souls counterpart
I impart 'fore I start to depart
Can't have this ever burn out