Second Place

She said nobody
Is ever gonna love you in the way I did
You think I need you
But for a second that whole sentence clicked
There's been a lot of moving around
And I'm feeling it now
Always come in a second place
Just a feeling to replace
And I see the smiles
Misread when they dial
I Can't stay for awhile
Driving miles on miles
So what I've had to get through
Meeting new is a let down
New women tell me I should come Through
But feeling more?
She's gonna let down
He wanted for you for your body
So now you're all up on my body
He never cared for your emotions
But from me to you I can't help mine
I know the past scares of you commitment
Makes it really hard to live in the present
You got a future and you can't be dependent
Free spirit yeah you like your independence
I'm back and forth tip toe
Walking on egg shells
Didn't think That I'd care
But now I do and it's tough
Now I do and it's tough

Never really gave a fuck about that
Desensitized
To warmth in my body
Had no tears left to cry
You can waltz right in
Walk right out
That's just normalized
You don't have to lie

I picked you right out of the crowd
Red frizzled bangs above your brow
It didn't take that long for me
To see what you had
But I've had a lot of others too
And maybe they don't compare to you
But I'm used to whatever
And I understand why you remember
Cause I remember too
What was said to me was probably said to you

She said nobody
Is ever gonna love you in the way I did
You think I need you
But for a second that whole sentence clicked
There's been a lot of moving around
And I'm feeling it now
Always come in a second place
Just a feeling to replace
And I see the smiles
Misread when they dial
I Can't stay for awhile
Driving miles on miles
So what I've had to get through
Meeting new is a let down
New women tell me I should come Through
But feeling more?
She's gonna let down
He wanted for you for your body
So now you're all up on my body
He never cared for your emotions
But from me to you I can't help mine
I know the past scares of you commitment
Makes it really hard to live in the present
You got a future and you can't be dependent
Free spirit yeah you like your independence
I'm back and forth tip toe
Walking on egg shells
Didn't think That I'd care
But now I do and it's tough
Now I do and it's tough

Never really gave a fuck about that
Desensitized
To warmth in my body
Had no tears left to cry
You can waltz right in
Walk right out
That's just normalized
You don't have to lie