Anemic

They took the strength and cut a weak foundation
Watched it collapse from a moment of ecstasy
My only choice is a fucking castration
Like a filthy disease, it's my specialty
I can't open my eyes
Drowning just below the surface
I can't touch the bottom of the sea
But the floor has never quenched
My fucking nervous counterfeit
I think I'm about to crash
I can't keep a grip of it
All the delusions bigger than I would admit
Everything I ever wanted
Is running through my fingers
To the deceit
To the deceit
The only part of me that leaves
The bitterness with the salt that makes it ease
The very essence of what it takes
Looking in the mirror is the face of an air
Situation fucked
It's a constant move
I am flawed, I am weak
I am a fucking coward
The terminal plague
The terminal plague is me
They took the strength and cut a weak foundation
Watched it collapse from a moment of ecstasy
My only choice is a fucking castration
Like a filthy disease, it's my specialty
Sick and on a weak foundation
Watched it collapse from a moment of ecstasy
My only choice is a fucking castration
Like a filthy disease, it's my specialty
Everything I ever wanted
When there's so little, everything is more than most
It's blistered with perversions
It's exactly everything I don't deserve
It's blistered with perversions
It's exactly everything I don't deserve
I can't make
These shackles have cut the bond
I can't make
No one to blame when the fault is my own
I can't make
These shackles have cut the bond
I can't make
The terminal plague
The terminal plague
The terminal plague
The terminal plague is me