Maybe I

See, I've been thinking for a minute, maybe I should change
Maybe I should make an effort for these better days
Maybe I could learn to live with all these voices in my brain
Maybe I'm the reason that I never feel okay; I'm 'bout to go insane

Maybe I, maybe I need to take my fucking time
Maybe I, maybe I need to cleanse my fucking mind
Maybe I, maybe I could be better with the rhymes
Maybe I, maybe I, maybe I, maybe I

Aye, I've been out here pushing tracks so long
That these motherfuckers sick of me, they tell me to go home
But the studio is purgatory, stuck here writing songs
For the world to hear, so why don't you just come and sing along

Maybe they just don't relate; maybe we are not the same
Maybe I'm just caught up on myself and never took the blame
Maybe I'm just normal, and these voices are not here to stay
But lately I've been feeling like I'm 'bout to fucking drift away

Keep on thinking maybe I can make a milli
But when I do, I bet that they gon' try to take it from me
So don't you come around me acting like we buddy-buddy
See me keeping to myself like I'm paranoid that you'll take it from me

I don't know what's going on up in my mind
Maybe I just need a couple minutes to unwind
Maybe I just need to breathe, take my fucking time
And relax; stop talking to these voices in my mind

I've been thinking for a minute maybe I should change
Maybe I should make an effort for these better days
Maybe I could learn to live with all these voices in my brain
Maybe I'm the reason that I never feel okay (feel okay)

Maybe I, maybe I need to take my fucking time
Maybe I, maybe I need to cleanse my fucking mind
Maybe I, maybe I could be better with the rhymes
Maybe I, maybe I, maybe I, maybe I

Maybe I just need to go and see a doctor
Maybe then I'll find the reason I am so hostile
Towards the people that try to help, I am so baku
Maybe I should put the blame on me and not you

Maybe I should get up out this mental state that I'm in
But I'm kinda feeling like it's made me better with the pen
No more pussy raps, nah, I won't do that shit again
Maybe I should get to working and follow through with my plans

Then maybe I can get up out this house
Tell my mum I made it out, but maybe I am stuck 'cause all I ever do is doubt
Everything around me, yeah, I'm kinda feeling overwhelmed
Maybe I should pop a pill; maybe that'll help me out

Maybe I can make it to the top; maybe I could be the best
Maybe I could feel myself if I got this off my chest
Maybe this is just a test; I give my all and nothing less
Guarantee that you're impressed 'cause this kid is such a vet

I've been thinking for a minute maybe I should change
Maybe I should make an effort for these better days
Maybe I could learn to live with all these voices in my brain
Maybe I'm the reason that I never feel okay (feel okay)

Maybe I, maybe I need to take my fucking time
Maybe I, maybe I need to cleanse my fucking mind
Maybe I, maybe I could be better with the rhymes
Maybe I, maybe I, maybe I, maybe I

Been thinking for a minute maybe I should change
Maybe I should make an effort for these better days
Maybe I could learn to live with all these voices in my brain
Maybe I'm the reason that I