Fade Away

I been feeling numb, don't know how to love
Drinking everynight, just to feel the buzz
Telling me I can't be living in the past
Who I wanna be don't know who I am

I can't let the devil come into my mind
Wait second I thought it was you and I
Ain't nobody ever gave me a hand
So I'm steady trynna find the fucking time
I could feel my insecurities they coming back alive
Sick and tired of working nine to five
Why the fuck I feel I wanna cry when I be texting you and you do not reply
Stressing this I be stressing that
Feel this pressure all up on my back
Remember days when I was feeling wack and now I'm making hits just like a fucking bat
Fucking hate how these people judging motherfuckers don't know what we been through
All the shit that I been through and I lost me trynna feel you
Just a young kid, from the block, trynna take a shot, but I been rejected
Depression is a motherfucking bitch and now I'm suicidal cuz I feel pathetic

Fade away from all the demons in my mind
Fade away from the people in my life
Fade away when you think I'm outta line
I ain't coming back till that bag is mine

Promises never mean nothing dancing wit the devil and she looking stunning
Living life in vain question everything why the fuck I feel my heart pumping
Heart is heavy words cutting deep and it's kinda scary like Michael Myers
Burning out cuz I'm losing drive and my head is spinning like a fucking tire
Fantasizing bout my life and never recognizing what I really had
Reminiscing on the past and everyday the pain is deeper than the last
Losing all my feelings for you I don't wanna lie girl I'm just being honest
You are not responsible so baby don't get comfortable cuz I am not your problem
Prolly cuz im dropping outta college
I was never gonna be scholar
I don't give a fuck about a dollar
I just really wanna be acknowledged
People judging like they know for certain
Tell me baby am I really worth it
Sorry for the way I used to be
Now I know that ain't nobody perfect

Fade away from all the demons in my mind
Fade away from the people in my life
Fade away when you think I'm outta line
I ain't coming back till that bag is mine

I fade
I fade away
I fade away
Y'all stay away from me