Control

I can't control it
I can't- I ca-a-an'
Lying next to me, a face that's all too familiar...
She looks back at her reflection in the water of
His eyes like she sees herself there and what for
It was an instant, almost hypnotic thrill as if something
Had been lifted from the depths of her being right up until
This very moment, and yet it was only a moment and would
Soon be gone again as though she were an object with a
Spirit free of body and mind but with an emotionless body
She had never seen him before today or any other day before this
He is beautiful but not particularly handsome but he has
Good strength which he uses against him every time they
Fight because people who are strong have power over others
Without using their strength but only by controlling
Themselves that others would obey him like dogs in chains
In one instance when i kissed thе girl on his lips i could feel his
Heart beating fastеn as if he were frightened that I might bite him
We were now fighting each other all night long
He'd always try again tomorrow
I've never been beaten before in my life and I didn't like it
So I bit his lip and we went on fighting each other all night long
He bit my lip too
Then he bit my shoulder too then we were
Both biting each other all night long
We were both biting each other all night...
We both bit each other till dawn
When dawn broke we both got up and went our separate ways
He left me by myself in that room all by myself with
Nothing but only my briefs on and a towel around me
In case I fell down on the floor and broke my back
He left without saying anything...
It happened once every week until one day he didn't come
I was scared to go outside alone in the dark any more...
So one evening while sitting by myself outside my room looking
At stars under a clear sky when suddenly I heard someone
Calling me from the bushes just behind us we were standing by...
"Hey!" "Hey!""I'm home!"
We both laughed about it...
Then later after dinner while washing
Up at night we both laughed again...
We were only ten years old then...
It was a long time ago but it seems like just yesterday...
Lying next to me in the water was her reflection in his eyes...
She looks back at her reflection and wonders if she's the same
Girl he saw looking back at them through his water filled eyes...
She looks at him with her big brown eyes with her big brown eyes...
She looks back at him with her big brown eyes...
She looks back again...
He smiles to himself as if she's an old friend...
He smiles again with pleasure as she's laughing with him at
Their playfulness as they're having fun with each other again...
He helps her get dressed in her nightgown as she sits down
Next to his bed while wearing only a bra underneath...
She's wearing nothing else but just some thick linen...
Her hair is down to her shoulders with
Some curls that fall over her shoulders...
It falls over her shoulders like a
Veil covering up most of her face...
She has black eyeglasses from which her
Bright blue pupils are popping out at him...
Her teeth are very white but she has no dentures
On her lower jaw and her tongue is blue...
She has a red lip...
She smiles at him as she talks to him in low tones and
Whispers in his ear as he lies down next to her on the bed...
She puts her hands on his shoulders and
Starts to caress him from top to bottom...
She puts her hands on his stomach and
Starts to caress him from top to bottom...
She puts her hands on his legs and starts
To caress him from top to bottom...
She puts her hands on his arms and starts caressing
Them from head down and she puts her hands on his
Legs and starts caressing them from head down...
He puts both fingers in her mouth while she laughs...
She pushes him away with her feet while
She laughs as if he's hitting me...
He pulls me away from him while laughing too...
She puts both fingers in my mouth while laughing...
He pulls me away with both hands like he's holding something else...
She puts both fingers in my mouth again...
He pulls away again with both hands
Like he's holding something else...
He puts his fingers in my mouth while
Laughing too as if he likes to do it too...
Then we laugh together for some reason...
He puts his fingers in my mouth and starts sucking her finger...
She puts her hands around his neck and she sucks him
Down until almost his whole head goes under the water...
She puts two thumbs up inside out breasts around their
Mouths just as though they want each other right now to
Start sucking each other's breasts until their heads are
Submerged in the water together with each others breasts
And he sucks hard until she reaches the
Limit just before bursting out crying...
She pushes against his head...
And starts crying too because all tears fall down
Their eyes together until there's not much left
When she starts wiping them with a handkerchief...
She puts her hands around him with another hand over their
Mouths together again when I tell them stop because I can't
Take any more water in my mouth anymore but still I am able to
Push him away because his head isn't submerged enough yet...
We both laughed about it...
Then later after dinner while washing up at night again