Paroles et traduction E.Se - Epílogo

Epílogo

Pus a escrita em dia
Fiz o que devia
Pus nessa obra o meu mundo
E aquilo que eu queria
Essa dor que me era incompreendida
Passou de inimiga a companhia amiga
Fui a esse fundo e no fundo levantei
Fui de defunto a aluno com o que errei
Larguei o escudo e me aproximei
Aceitei a sombra sem qualquer desdém
Expus ao erro, expus à falha
Ao ridículo de quem julgava
Jugular ingurgitava com o esforço em questão
Ignorei o joco em causa, antes Joker que essa pausa
Prefiro louco à robotização
Tens 28 bom trabalho, tens um rumo já traçado
Bem criado e boa fundação
Foste aluno dedicado, devias pensar no legado
Ter família seguir tradição
Mas não quero uma recta longa
Guio melhor sem essas lombas
Atrás das subidas as sombras
Seguem as descidas sem conta
Prefiro esse rumo errático,
Não tácito, nem táctico
Sou plástico e elástico na percepção
No papiro sou escolástico, nas rimas sou monástico
Fico espástico e fanático pela imaginação
Faltou-me a minha serotonina
Fui sujeitado a forjar a mina
Mas à terceira já a queda se avizinha
Descobri esse reflexo de caneta e dopamina
Dopo a minha consciência bem ciente dessa sina
Limo arestas, fecho as brechas com as letras destas rimas
Contemplei, um tempo sem lei
Templo sem senso em que em tempos orei
Agora era o rei, hora em que cheguei
Chegava de achegas aos cegos senseis
Apontei com a escrita a quem discrimina
A ponta da espada pronta para a esgrima
Aprontei a marcha, a maquinaria
Ajudei a despertar a mente vizinha
Nadei em círculos com essa estrela lá em cima
Cuja música ilumina quando o mar mais negro fica
Rompi desse casulo, e a luz, quase ceguei
Metamorfose ambulante, dispo o manto e atirei
Senti-me fascinado pelas asas que encontrei
Mas no fundo já as tinha e sem vento eu voei

Pus a escrita em dia
Fiz o que devia
Pus nessa obra o meu mundo
E aquilo que eu queria
Essa dor que me era incompreendida
Passou de inimiga a companhia amiga
Fui a esse fundo e no fundo levantei
Fui de defunto a aluno com o que errei
Larguei o escudo e me aproximei
Aceitei a sombra sem qualquer desdém

Círculo aberto, círculo fechado
Círculo aberto, círculo fechado
Círculo aberto

Epilogue

I put my writing in order
I did what I should
I put my world into this work
And what I wanted
This pain that was incomprehensible to me
It went from enemy to friendly company
I went to that bottom and at the bottom I rose
I went from dead to student with what I did wrong
I dropped my shield and approached you
I accepted the shadow without any disdain
I exposed myself to error, I exposed myself to failure
To the ridicule of those who judged
The jugular was engorged with the effort in question
I ignored the joke in question, before Joker than that pause
I prefer crazy to robotization
You are 28, good job, you have a path already traced
Well brought up and good foundation
You were a dedicated student, you should think about the legacy
To have a family follow tradition
But I don't want a long straight line
I navigate better without those bumps
Behind the ascents the shadows
Follow the descents without count
I prefer this erratic course,
Not tacit, not tactical
I am plastic and elastic in perception
On papyrus I am scholastic, in rhymes I am monastic
I become spastic and fanatic for imagination
I lacked my serotonin
I was forced to forge the mine
But on the third, the fall is already approaching
I discovered this reflection of pen and dopamine
I dope my conscience, well aware of this fate
I smooth edges, I close the gaps with the letters of these rhymes
I contemplated, a time without law
Temple without sense where I once prayed
Now I was the king, the hour when I arrived
Enough contributions to the blind senseis
I pointed with the writing to those who discriminate
The tip of the sword ready for fencing
I prepared the march, the machinery
I helped awaken the neighboring mind
I swam in circles with that star up there
Whose music illuminates when the sea turns blackest
I broke out of that cocoon, and the light, almost blinded me
Walking metamorphosis, I shed my cloak and threw it
I felt fascinated by the wings I found
But deep down I already had them and without wind I flew

I put my writing in order
I did what I should
I put my world into this work
And what I wanted
This pain that was incomprehensible to me
It went from enemy to friendly company
I went to that bottom and at the bottom I rose
I went from dead to student with what I did wrong
I dropped my shield and approached you
I accepted the shadow without any disdain

Circle open, circle closed
Circle open, circle closed
Circle open