Crystal Ball

I had to run from the lights, all my life
I left it all behind, and buried it down
And I know it's a lie, what I call love
Feels like everyone passed by, I silently shout

I was a fool that I couldn't hold her tight
Thought I would go on, no, that's not how it feels
So perfect like a crystal ball
So flawless, untouchable
If I could go back, take me there right away
My shadow's let go, a hundred million lights
So following the crystal ball
Can see but untouchable

It wasn't for me, this shiny life
Standing in people's shadows, trying not to hide a fear
Now that I'm gone from this life
Nothing can bother me now, got a reborn

I was a fool that I couldn't hold her tight
Thought I would go on, no, that's not how it feels
So perfect like a crystal ball
So flawless, untouchable
If I could go back, take me there right away
My shadow's let go, a hundred million lights
So following the crystal ball
Can see but untouchable

I jump into the fire, with my heart in the lines
I fall, and I fall, and I do it again
This is me standing up, shouting out to the world
I jump into the fire, with my heart in the lines
I fall, and I fall, and I do it again
This is me standing up, shouting out to the world

Faded beliefs on every night
I never said that I would want to
But I never said just to try

When the party's over, and there's not much left to share
Still, I'll be standing and swear it was a lie
Spinning around like crystal ball
And never fading out
Swimming in city lights, take me there right away
My shadow's let go, a hundred million lights
Reaching out for the crystal ball
Sing out my true voice of love

I jump into the fire, with my heart in the lines
I fall, and I fall, and I do it again
This is me standing up, shouting out to the world
I jump into the fire, with my heart in the lines
I fall, and I fall, and I do it again
This is me standing up, shouting out to the world