Proud/Ashamed

I thought I knew you more than God ever knew anyone
But when the light came on, my proof was lost
All along your arms were crossed
Ooh, ooh, ooh

I feel proud, I feel ashamed
I lost the feeling of united clowns
Trying to maintain the sanctity of love
But you were never truly there with me ever, I know now
I know you think you care for me
But baby, you don't know how to
Ooh, ooh, ooh

I thought I knew you more than God ever knew anyone
But when the light came on, my proof was lost
All along your arms were crossed
Ooh, ooh, ooh

I feel proud, I feel ashamed
I lost the feeling of united clowns
Trying to maintain the sanctity of love
But you were never truly there with me ever, I know now
I know you think you care for me
But baby, you just don't know how to
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh