PhoneWithDeath(Last Call)

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Hello
Not gonna lie, this might be my last time calling
I don't really leave voicemails too often
It's just been way too long since I talked to you
And I ain't gonna lie, I'm kinda scared of life without you
Scared of living
I just feel like you're the only person that ever made it right for me"Please record your message
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Other day you had called me, you asked me how I felt and I couldn't even tell you
Shit fuckin' sucks
And I know you still healing from all this shit that I put you through
All the shit that we been through
But
I do want you to know I love you
Till death do us part

I've been on the phone with death but God keep tellin me to breathe
Woulda took a shot for you know you wouldn't do the same for me
So I'm tired of going to funerals, that shit do somethin' to me
When I touched his cold hand it's like that shit just stuck with me
Keep takin' drugs when I'm sober my demons catch up to me
My heart so cold when we done fuckin' can you cuddle me?
She so toxic but I'ma fuck her slowly, she mean somethin' to me
My mind gone, when you come around I got my gun on me
I've been in my feelings lately, tell me how you feelin' baby
I keep hearin' God in my ear, he keep tryna wake me up
He keep tryna wake me up
(He keep tryna wake me up)
He keep tryna wake me up!
He keep tryna wake me up!
I'm hearin' voices in my head and I can't tell if this shit real
I started hatin' love, every time they give it shit ain't real
I'm kinda jealous, cause you already knowing how you feel
I'm off these drugs, I never really know how I'm feelin
I'm so fucked up, put my blood sweat and tears into these bitches
All for one
If I die right now I don't know who really with me
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