LAVA

Lava, lava
This love is melting in my veins and body
Like lava, lava
Lava
99% percent of myself
Was given to you, no mask, real face
Do I let it burn or let it melt?
Emptied all your pockets
Trade in all the loose ties and change
You have been my fortress
You have been my comfort
At first swallowed by the flames
But then it started letting in the rain
You were everything I wished for in my dreams
Still I am dragged
By this delirious stream
Of thirst
For someone else,
& somewhere else
All that I can say is
I'm so sorry
99% percent of myself
Wasn't true by the end
Walls so high and
Perfect from the outside
But the mold has spread
Way too wide from the inside
Pictures of structure and safety and love
The room is collapsing
The pictures fall off
Into lava
Burying the guilt and I fade
Hiding my identity behind the shades
What made me throw away
All I've been wanting and praising
So sick of lying
Tired of trying
Convincing opposites
That live in
The same body
So many felonies committed in my name
Maybe I was just insane
All I ever wanted was
To love and to be loved
Lava, lava
This love is melting in my veins and body
Lava, lava
This love is melting in my veins and body
Lava, lava
This love is melting in my veins and body
Lava, lava
This love is melting in my veins and body
Like lava
Lava
Lava