Figment

Just tell me what you want to say
Cause I've been waiting to ask for a while
I'm tired of the way I choke on my words
But I can't help it in the presence of you

Cause it's been way too long since I found myself
Or I took control and focused on my health
But these things were never easy
So maybe I should cave in and ask for help
Cause it's obvious i'm fabricating my hell
But I always get by (just fine)

Knocking my door with all different emotions
So tell me which point of view makes the most sense
I don't know why every situations post-tense
You were on the verge of saying something of importance
But no, that's just not the way it works
The way we both were on totally different frequencies, hurts
But whoa, I know it's got to weigh you down
The way that i've been acting almost certain you would drown but

Just don't say what you need to
I'll pretend I believe you
All to leave me here
I'll overlook your virtues
Stepping out the door can't hurt you
You're living in a world of fear

Cause it's been way too long since I found myself
Or I took control and focused on my health
But these things were never easy
So maybe I should cave in and ask for help
Cause it's obvious i'm fabricating my hell
But I always get by (the fire red sky burned brighter then)

Amount to anything
I feel i'm under your wing
But you don't even know
(The fire red sky always burned bright)