Introspection

Is my mic on
Aye can you turn the headphones up a lil bit
Yea right there
I got some s*** I jus needa let off
Wonder where I'll go
Wonder where I'll see
Wonder where I'll stay
Ion know what's goin on
Aye
I need get the f*** up out my head
God damn
Ion know what's goin on right now
Ion even know
I'm jus trynna get this off my chest
Yea yea yea aye

Too prideful when I speak I won't be silenced
Contemplated suicide my head be having riots
Sitting all alone I gotta smile so people buy it
Don't wanna feel no sympathy I'm keeping myself quiet
I'm soaring through the clouds high as hell feel no emotion
Chasing after a high I can't have like a potion
Something different
Feelin' belligerent
Goin' ballistic
This s*** is twisted
My thoughts drifting
Different directions
17 on my arm to remind me who I was
18 was the year I got myself Into the drugs
19 got on track n started taking all my dubs
20 was the come up couldn't let up off the gas
Took a trip up to Sac jus to get my mind right
Felt appreciated felt like I was in the limelight
Know my goal n I can see it right up in my hindsight
They said I sound the same so you know I had to switch it up
Flows be so different I might need another double cup
Said I'd get this money so cmon now let's run it up
Project after project they be asking am I done or what
Haters they be salty cause I'm doing more than enough
Don't be mad cause you can't keep up
It's okay
I gotta good head start good luck
Hop up in my push start
Now we burn em all in dust
Don't go no problems wit nobody
Swear I'm all about love aye yea

All these thoughts inside my head how am I not insane
Too much going on the devil picking at my brain
I got god but the devil really want my name
I'm praying every night I'm trynna make it in this game
All these thoughts inside my head how am I not insane
Too much going on the devil picking at my brain
I got god but the devil really want my name
I'm praying every night I'm trynna make it in this game
All these thoughts inside my head how am I not insane
Too much going on the devil picking at my brain
I got god but the devil really want my name
I'm praying every night I'm trynna make it in this game