Still Indecisive

There's a force stronger than nature
Keeps her alive
This is how she's dying
She's dying to survive
Don't know what she's made of
I'd like to be her brave
She cries all the time

Yo, it's still us

They never showed me love

They just showed me why I can't get close or trust
And I'm broken
Inside my head, I'm torn, love or lust
And I'm done with all of the gossip
I ain't got time, I just wanna go up

Why me? (Shh)
A gift and a curse
You can't play with fire and not get burnt
You can't swim and not get wet
I'ma always settle for less
Why? 'Cause none of my standards met
I just push them man to the side, like
Let me do what I do best

All that shit that you said, it's stuck in my head
I woulda wore my heart on my sleeve
But I can't 'cause I'm wearin' a vest
I don't forgive and forget, I can't
You said you're sorry and I can forgive you
But I'll remember until I'm dead

I'm still indecisive, I ain't got an escape route
I can tell you about turnin' points, it can make or break you
There ain't a return when you pay them mind
I beg don't let that phase you
And I've been places no one goes to, only life can take you

It's still us
They never showed me love

They just showed me why I can't get close or trust

And I'm broken
Inside my head, I'm torn, love or lust
And I'm done with all of the gossip
I ain't got time, I just wanna go up

Why me? (Shh)
A gift and a curse
You can't play with fire and not get burnt
You can't swim and not get wet
I'ma always settle for less
Why? 'Cause none of my standards met
I just push them man to the side, like
Let me do what I do best

All it takes is one good year
All it takes is knowin' you're close
All it takes is doin' the things that
You said that you will when nobody won't
So long I've been stuck in this mode

So long I've been up in my zone
So long that I've been away
'Cause I went hard, never went home

Tell me how, tell me why they never fed me, but they fed me lies
I got scared when she read my sentence, it come like I'm facin' time
Used to be a yes man, I'm my own man now, I'm makin' them fall in line
I'm in sight, but out of reach, you can't text or call my line

It's still us
They never showed me love

They just showed me why I can't get close or trust

And I'm broken
Inside my head, I'm torn, love or lust
And I'm done with all of the gossip
I ain't got time, I just wanna go up

Why me? (Shh)
A gift and a curse
You can't play with fire and not get burnt
You can't swim and not get wet
I'ma always settle for less
Why? 'Cause none of my standards met
I just push them man to the side, like
Let me do what I do best

Prodigy