paroles de chanson Lust - Kieran the Light

I'm gettin' rid of bad habbits, it takes patience
I got a weakness and it keep' me anxious
I been runnin' from my life like police chasin'
I made a promise to myself and I can't break it
Delilah been tryna annoy me
She want me to lose the annointing
I hear her, she screamin', she losin' her voice
'Cause she knockin' me down and I still keep rejoicin'
I'm fearless, you don't understand my path
She ain't know I was a man like that
She ain't know I was a part of God's plan like that
She ain't think that when I fell, I was gonn' land like that, no
I know that I'm so far ahead
But I still feel like I'm hangin' on by a thread
I'm still on the edge, Delilah get out of my head
'Cause this time I told Jesibel: "Not this time."
She ain't know she was used to get me in line
She ain't know that God had me on the incline
That why he let me go do it about ten times
Now it's his time, I'm 'bout to get mine
Now I'm focussed, God told me to stop bein' so open
They don't know my secret, I'm chosen
I'm an exposition, I hadn't made the best descisions
'Cause most of my life was a sex addiction
I couldn't let go it was not my intention to disobey
It left me in disarray
God comfortable livin' in sinful ways
Postponin' repentance for different days
I'm thankful my sins were paid, for all of us
I can't be livin' adulterous
If I fornicate, it's gonn' cost too much
And I already feel like I lost too much
But I'm grateful, I'm grateful you didn't abandon me
I'm grateful my wisdom's expandin'
And now I don't lack understandin'
So now I obey your commandments, I do

Well at least I'm tryin' to
I'm no longer lyin' to you
No longer will I be defiant to you
Not this time
I won't be discouraged, you know I don't quit
I can't stop this time
I won't let him get me, no not this time
I now have control of my mind
No longer am I in the blind
I looked Delilah in the eyes of fire
Not this time
I looked Jesibel right behind the spell and said
Not this time
I looked Satan right into his face
Not this time
I built my trust when I looked at lust and said
Not this time