paroles de chanson From: Ash - Kole

Yuh
I met this girl the other day four years ago be exact
And I never thought in my life that she'd be the one changing that
Thought bet let's have some fun and see where this lands us at
Then spent my life til this day loving every moment we have
I, never strayed away from new found love
In fact I looked for it, it ruined all my new found funds
I was flexing, every moment just to show that I was
The hottest thing since sliced bread but my attitude buns
I was a dick, a literal piece of shit having fun
Never clicked, that I overstepped my reason to run
And she was pissed, with reason an asshole to her face
I
Knew it but naive so I didn't respect her place
Supportive but overlooked she persisted right in my face but I ignored it
Cuz love wasn't cool not in this case
2017
Shit was a dream I still remember
Got a class switched, French in November Spanish December
I wreaked havoc regardless but with her my light was dimmer
Not a bad thing she calmed me down like MSG dinners
Months pass by, got put in groups, ain't think much of it
Found my leg playing with hers, footsies, whatever was it
Then the foot turned into leg, locking, shit was comfort
Then comfort turned emotion, talking, knew she wants me
Not opposed, it's not one sided I felt the same way
But being one of the boys started feeling like May Day
Status going down but affection it felt like pay day
Her eyes I can't resist until like mid May, she told me

Not that she's obsessed or she thought
I'm the one and only I'm crying while writing this- "don't matter finish the story"
She told me I'm kinda cute- yea "kinda" meant next glory
Especially to a boy that felt that no one could hold me
I was twelve years old
Ego big then a bitch
If someone didn't agree, they could go die in a ditch
I kinda feel the same way but I don't show it the same
The same way when we "played around" knowing it ain't no playing
Wiped it off our shoulders like there ain't a word that I read
Just because I'm cute don't mean shit when it's all done and said
Told her right out of the blue "we gotta chill, get to know me"
Cuz I'd be damned if I let a girl so bright feel so lonely
Holy
Shit it took me a week I'm warm like maple
We talked daily, face to face, across the table
I knew I was in love but it's crazy I wasn't able
I couldn't see the future ahead but currently stable
October 8th, 2018, 9:30 PM
In the back room of my house, the lights be dim
Just enough to see me but not too bright clean trim
Got that shit two days ago but fresh still how I'm feelin
Contemplated asking her out, I'm impatient
Should I wait tomorrow or just excuse my complacence
I didn't think that I could near breathe on a daily basis
Without having her right by my side, our smiling faces
Upside down, stretched on a couch, shit was crazy
I said baby- wait no "hey, you wanna date me?"
She said "what?" so I rephrased it nicer and hastily
"Will-you-go-out-with-me?" my heart pacing
She said "sure" I took it as a "yes, you're amazing"
Thirteen years old my ego went from the pavement
Shout out through the roof, like "hell yea she's my baby"
"She's mine and I don't need a single goddamn, replacement"
She's why I felt so confident like goddamn, I made it
She still my fucking rock and I'm like goddamn, she made me
Without a doubt I mean without a doubt damn she saved me
Through every day my heart was warm like that girl's my safety
I clinged right on her every day like I was finna lose her
Ain't ever felt so strongly in my life she made me purer
She gave me happiness just from a smile the way she cured me
And I swear all through the years that's all it takes for me muse her
The source of my emotion she the reason I feel
She's the one that I respect cuz unlike them her love real
It don't shake like fake niggas when you don't have deal
Shit I'm caught up in her eyes I don't slip up fuck a peel
June 6th, 2020, the night fucking broke me
For a nigga not caring too much bout nothing it stoked me
Put a flame inside my heart to hear some shit from my homie
Told me "dammit bro your girl got fucking kissed by K brody"
I'd be lying if I said I didn't still want him dead
Fuck a bullet through the head, bash that shit til he bled
If I see him any day shit I don't care if it's passed
I don't care if I'm with her on God I'm beating his ass
Not just until he falls
Not until he says sorry
Fuck that shit imma break him down til my hand almost off me
Fuck that shit imma break him down til my knuckles hit softly
Then a few more times for luck ain't no remorse in my body
I took nine months away
Wasn't planned it just happened
Not a break for a bit
I was gone with no backing
Cut my connections off
Wrote this album and packed it
Every word in this bitch
Bet your ass that it happened
I was living my life
Took the title of rapper
Stage name was called Shade
Kole the second time after
Put a snippet out for this album I needed fame faster
February she told me she liked the music I mastered
I said thanks, bye
But she wasn't done talking
She said "Can we be friends sum bout strangers was awkward"
I said "Sure shit I guess" returned the favor from Octo
Berrrrring went my phone shit was ringing my homie
Said "shit man she's back, how the hell do I focus"
He said "Listen man, that shit ain't a detail to notice
Either she's in your life, or you just let her go and
Maybe she was your wife, but now she just your lil homie
If you address her like that, cuz she spent years as your only
'For you get round to focus, ask yourself and look closely
This the life where you live or the life that you've chosen?"
Said the life that I've chosen
So shit I made a choice
If I can't spit this shit with her in my life fuck a voice
So then May came around, the 22nd specific
Took her out to the mall, we munched on some orange chicken
Felt the tension arose, it was time to fix shit and
Then I asked the girl out, the girl that molded my image
The girl that knew what my vision was when I had less than little
The girl that kept me from harm before she got a percentage
Of anything that I own
Often she still asks for little
Often I still gotta ask her 22 times can I get this
But I'd still rewind this shit to do it over again and
But imma treat her like everything for as long as I'm living
Kole