Soldier

Yo, I share my problems with the world
Theres certain things I never really opened up about
And never spoke about they said that I was cold
But why the fuck do you care, look you didnt wanna know

When I was down, when I was low
When I was on my own, and had my life unfold
Debating shall I take my soul, or take my own
And listen to these lies that were always being sold (ah Shit)

They said that I'm stuck on my past
You can say what you want, but I swear I never asked
Not the type to fish I've been true from the start
But you know you're in the shit when you swim with the sharks

Yeah lifes been hard, and I've been scarred
Certain places Ive been barred when drama starts
Never shoulda got involved when shit got dark
Coz I've had mates that walk away when I'm their guard, damn!

I got the weight
Of the world sitting on my shoulders
Theres no way
You can hold me down
Baby I just soldier on

Like da, da, da, da, daa, daaa
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I got the weight
Of the world sitting on my shoulders
Theres no way
You can hold me down
Baby I just soldier on

Like da, da, da, da, daa, daaa
Da, da, da, da, daa, daaa
Da, da, da, da, daa, daaa
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See if I werent real... and I was fake
How could you trust me along with these thing I say
Its always been the same old shit but just a different day
I'm here to stay, on this stage, I'm also getting wiser with age

I miss them days, when they scream my name
And all I did was talk about my hurt and my pain
Im rehearsing again, I wrote this verse with a blade
And let the blood seap out all over the page

See I've been through shit, thats made my hits
I've come so close to say I've quit, and turn it in
I never wanna speak about the worst I've been
And the fact that I never had a dad to learn from him

Yeah lifes been hard and I've been scarred
Certain places I've been barred, when drama starts
Never shoulda got involved when shit got dark
Coz I've had mates that walk away when I'm their guard, damn!

I got the weight
Of the world sitting on my shoulders
Theres no way
You can hold me down
Baby I just soldier on

Like da, da, da, da, daa, daaa
Da, da, da, da, daa, daaa
Da, da, da, da, daa, daaa
Da, da, da, da, daa, daaa

I got the weight
Of the world sitting on my shoulders
Theres no way
You can hold me down
Baby I just soldier on

Like da, da, da, da, daa, daaa
Da, da, da, da, daa, daaa
Da, da, da, da, daa, daaa
Da, da, da, da, daa, daaa