paroles de chanson To The Big Man - LG2D

Hey dad, um

I wrote you a letter, but i'm gonna rap it, um

You probably won't like it but just listen to what i have to say
I'm gonna try and do this in one take

Uh i miss ya man, and uh just,
Y'know just listen to what i have to say

Dear Dad
I probably should have wrote to you sooner
But i've been pretty busy cooped up on my computer
I mean, can you blame me?
It's where i met the only people in my life that don't shame me
But i get it, it's hard to understand
You're wishing that your son had become a much better man, huh
Well, thats why im here
I'm here to tell you that i'm not, let me be clear
I wouldn't call myself a man, or a lady
I'm somewhere in between but i don't know maybe
I'm just confused
Or maybe i'm just scared
Or maybe not having you around has got me mentally impaired
I take prescriptions to fix my red vision, cus ain't quitting
But the urge is strong i ain't kidding
Yeah it's been a minute
Since i been the little man that you raised with precision
I barely graduated, i didn't give a shit about it
With you maybe my vision wouldn't be so clouded
And i don't even think i'm going to college
But everyone thinks i am they think i have the knowledge
And i do, i think i could, if only i had you
But I've lost my motivation and I've lost my daddy too
So i'm sorry that your only son, isn't even one
But maybe you'll forgive me but i can't find a reason
And i wish i could say that i did without you
But i can't keep trying to hide the fact that i still dream bout' you
Sometimes i hope that you walk through that door
And everything can be normal again, but that's more or less childish
The world was at its purest when you were smiling
But now you're gone and these drugs got me wildin'
But i know you don't care
You weren't any better and we both know that that's fair
You had bigger problems than i could imagine
Stressing over every little thing that would happen
But you were my captain
Wondering, asking
Why you only remembered through a motherfucking caption
So i started rappin'
Sorry if you mad it's just the way i am let's get packin'
The papers are stackin'
But my economy is crashin'
I miss you dad, you were my passion
I dont get it, what did we do wrong
To lose a man like you we only knew you for so long
I was only 11, why the fuck did it have to me
Everyone else lives in bliss while i face reality

Doesn't matter how many years go bye
I'll still scream every night asking the world why

Why us?
Why me?
You worked so hard for us and then you had to leave
You never got see me graduate, but i hope that from above
That you are smiling at our family, the ones you truly love

So to wrap things up, i still miss you so much
And i'm slowly breaking down cause i'm forgetting your touch

Yuh forgetting your touch