paroles de chanson window (drugs pt,1.5) - Lil Salem

The drugs begin to peak
(All I see is your face in my dreams)
A smile of joy, your eyes hit me
(My love for you isn't exchanged for free)
But sedation changes to panic and nausea
And breath starts to shorten and heartbeats pass often
I won't be terrified of you anymore
I loved you and I hate you and I can't seem to stand you anymore

And I'm standing out your window
Don't you ever say you care about me when you're fucking him
And I'm standing out your window
Don't ever tell me that you care about me
When you're fucking him
No I can tell you never cared about me in the first place
What a fucking disgrace

I can hear your voice, yeah you're calling to me
While we're suffering together I'll see you in hell, girl
Getting drugs, skipping school, girl I'll be free
For once I love you, but I don't wanna set you free

And I'm sitting in my bed with the same old clothes on
Getting drugs, pick it up, pick it up, pick it up now
Picking up all the drugs now

Everything you say has a cause and effect someday
My time is now, cause I gotta go now
The devil calls out my name now

And I'm standing out your window
Don't you ever say you care about me when you're fucking him
And I'm standing out your window
Don't ever tell me that you care about me
When you're fucking him
No I can tell you never cared about me in the first place
What a fucking disgrace