paroles de chanson Change Today - Lil Wal

I am built differently
You could put billions a dollars in front of me and I won't turn away from Christ
You could put fame in front of me I won't turn away from Christ
What I know is that there's a lot of people in my life that are getting baptized as we speak
And knowing who Christ is as we speak because people in the industry don't know how to talk
about God
They don't know who God is I think God built me for this
I'm crossing over

God you got me out the street and you healed me through the pain
I'm trying to let go of the past but it's still stuck in my brain
I lost so many people man I really feel alone
But you've been here through it all I need to get back in my zone
Thank you for the blessings and put me through the hurt
All I did was grow from it I can't go back to the dirt

And I'm still scared of love but I know that's all gon' change
I put my trust in you and I'll do it every day
Man I used to run the block and make a call if it went south
I don't wanna be lukewarm and get spit up out your mouth

And I fight temptation daily I can't even lie about it
I get on my knees to pray and then we gon' talk about it
I done seen a lot of things and did a lot of stuff wrong
Hate that I'm finally realize it cause man it's been too long

Don't expect me to be perfect but I try the best I can
Everybody told me this was lame but they don't understand
You help me on them lonely nights help me when I ain't feeling right
Help me just to tell me that everything's gonna be alright

Help me through the struggle and help me with the bread
Help me get rid of the thoughts of me wanting to be dead
I'm repentin' on the song cause it's the best way I express
How I really feel about it this way be my best

Had to get this off my chest I can't never settle for less
I leave everything behind me and get prepared for what's next
And you know all about it and they don't know the half of it
Told em I'm a rap religion all they did was laugh from it

But it's okay never care about what they think
I ain't on no type of drugs and I don't care about a drink
Used to look straight at a pistol wanted to end what I feel
God the one that put that down You can't tell me he ain't real

You can't tell me he ain't real
Man you can't tell me he ain't real

Cause I gotta change today
I'm fighting these demons I need me some Jesus
I feel like I'm going insane
I'm fighting depression I'm fighting anxiety
They don't know I'm feeling this way

I get on a beat and I'm doing my thing I can't be ridin' the wave
Cause I gotta change today
See I gotta change today
I'm fighting these demons I need me some Jesus

I feel like I'm going insane
I'm fighting depression I'm fighting anxiety
They don't know I'm feeling this way
I get on a beat and I'm doing my thing I can't be ridin' the wave
Cause I gotta change today

Ayy
Forgive me for my sins for you I'll never fold
Gotta get this off my chest this a story been untold
Been feeling so alone my heart been really cold
Be feeling like I'm quitting I can't do this no more
I have nowhere to go need to meet the Holy Ghost
I'm ready to walk with Jesus He seen me and He knows

All the trials and tribulations just to get me to this point
Ready to give it all to you so now we can all rejoice
It ain't about the money and it ain't about the fame
I had to switch the lane now I do it in his name

I know you are not bumping cause I know this ain't the same
But if you thought you was too cool then you really are a lame

Cause I gotta change today
I'm fighting these demons I need me some Jesus
I feel like I'm going insane
I'm fighting depression I'm finding anxiety they don't know I'm feeling this way
I get on the beat and I'm doing my thing I can't be ridin' the wave
Cause I gotta change today

See I gotta change today
I'm fighting these demons I need me some Jesus
I feel like I'm going insane
I'm fighting depression I'm finding anxiety they don't know I'm feeling this way
I get on the beat and I'm doing my thing I can't be ridin' the wave
Cause I gotta change today
Ayy