paroles de chanson Hypnocil - MC Chris

My hands keep on shaking no fakin i'm feeling fucked
I'm a nervous nellie i'm telling u i'm taking tums
Anxious in a state can't relax and it sorta sucks
Paralyzed cuz my mind gives too many fucks
Addicted to details and whatever's out of order
Microscopic enemies sending me to my slaughter
Paranoia will destroya and don't say i didn't warn ya
Anchored all of the furniture put foam on all the corners
Depressed always stressed it's a festival of fuck it
Can't deny i'm suicidal and one night i'll kick the bucket
Ever since i can remember i've felt the way i feel now
It's a feeling of longing that i'm afraid to renounce
Am i getting worse? don't i deserve good will hunting?
A fuzzy hatted judd hirsch is preferred by timothy hutton
Sometimes i think therapy is just a perk of the wealthy
Sometimes i think i won't be healthy without jennifer melfi

Wrong
I'm just wrong
Can't be strong
Don't belong
Wrong
I'm just wrong
Can't be strong
Don't belong

What am i mad at? walls are padded i would rather be right
In the head i feel dead is this the rest of my life
My jacket's straight can't wait for me to make up my mind
I'm a boy interrupted maybe there's something to hide
There are so many reasons why i should try to retreat
But i feel so defeated that's why i seek out relief
Feel hurt no worth no solution in sight
There is assistance in the distance too resistant to try

Like cruising to the cure when you're in a good mood
Hold onto the darkness sit in silence and brood
Sometimes you long for the loneliness sadness won't let u down
Happiness is a sappy secret passage that can't be found
Will i line up for communion assuming i won't be bummed
Immune to this movement does every human need love
If ratched starts passing out prescriptions in paper cups
Will i get itchy like ricci get belittled by little bumps

It's a synthetic anaesthetic that a medic provides
It's a candy coated shell for the hell that's inside
Just another seedy guest in the cvs line
Another peon poppin pills while some billionaire smiles

I did my best
I failed the test
I must confess
I'm just a mess
But that don't mean
I can't come clean
I still believe
There's life to lead

Quinzel can't tell if i'm lazy or craze
So she quotes a dosages that will supposedly save
Hesitated before i ate it feeling awkward that's life
At the sink on the brink of being a walker that's white
I'm a norm torn asunder a nutter on shutter island
I'm handicapped parkin barkin in arkham asylum
I'm a wack packer no back up when i'm embarrassed
I'm a loony toon determined in termite terrace