paroles de chanson 4am - Mac McInerney

Tight skirts, heavy rain
I'm too hurt to carry the pain
Isolation, natural disasters
Interrogation that i wish went by faster
I was your partner in life
She was your partner in crime
To stealing my heart, and then saying "goodbye"
But you never said "goodbye"
I never got closure
I thought you were preoccupied
But then I got older

I try to look from your prospective
I try to understand
Your thought process behind it,
Again and again
You blurred my consciousness
I'm running from the words you said
I thought I wouldn't
Have to heal my heart again

Now its 4 am in my sleeping bag
Im crying cause I thought you left
I knew it would hurt, but not this bad
And i guess i'm running because I love you
I guess I'm running cause I have nowhere else to go
And I wake up and I already know
That I got used
And I guess I'm running because I love you

Shaky breath, I swore I loved you to death
I just can't help that you're stuck in my head
Tore me to scraps, morals on maps
You made nothing out of everything we had
Songwriting usually helps me understand
What's going on inside other people's heads
But im all out of ideas
I was nothing but good to you, but now i have to heal because

Its 4 am and I just can't help
Crying cause i thought you felt
Love for me, now it hurts this bad
And i guess i'm running because I love you
I'm running cause i had no idea
That you never thought this was real
You said to run, never feel
And I guess i'm running because i love you
You didn't make nothing, you just made pain
The temperatures rising with a gallon of shame
You made nothing out of everything we had
Run but not hiding, but I needed you to stay
Campaigns that are limitless
Got high off a fever
But your champagne influence, and my satellite receiver
And i'm a firm believer that we would've been fine
If you faced your problems without trying to hide

Its 4 am and I needed you
If you weren't looking for love, why are you saying "I do"?
Love me for now and it hurts this bad
And i can't tell if i'm more hurt or impressed
At your abilities to make me believe
That if I fell, you would catch me
But I fell for you harder now
And I sit as you're watching me fall to the ground