In My Home

Becoming everything I thought I would
I know I wish I really could
But, I got a couple things I gotta do
To make way for this new
So, I look back and view
I've been home for days and days
Sometimes I don't know what to say
So I pretend, breakdown, and pray
Or I go up in closets and I cry my way
I cried my eyes out
I don't even know why I can't find out
I been trying to do this for a while now
Ain't really took off
So, I'm tempted to wind down

Oh, been a long way on this road
'Bout 49 days I could go
But, I can't complain yeah I know (yeah, I know)

Oh, been a long way on this road
Just wish I had somewhere to go
But, I'm still up here in my home
In my home (home)

Don't really know what to do
Sometimes I look up and I'm still so confused
Sometimes I just wonder why the sky so blue
What's that thing called up up up on my shoe?
That aglet
Finding my passion during this panic
Been kinda tragic
I manage, somehow I manage
Still tryna hand it
See how my plans flow

Oh, been a long way on this road
'Bout 49 days I could go
But, I can't complain yeah I know (yeah, I know)

Oh, been a long way on this road
Just wish I had somewhere to go
But, I'm still up here in my home
In my home (home)