paroles de chanson emotional - Merc!

I don't know when to stop or go
Stimulation at a high, I've lost the flow
Can't help but be emotional
This is why music is where my heart goes

They say that I can do what I can't
But I can't when too much's happening, it's not part of the plan
I'll just put on my headphones
And shift away like I always do

Not used to talking to people like I used to
I always mess up, I always break down
I'm getting close to never wanting to stick around

So much trauma, can't even love right
It seems all the time it's fight or flight
Tired of being in my bubble
But it's a safe place to avoid trouble

Trauma's what started the music at all
If I wasn't here, would that make them fall?
No one wouldn't last a day in my mind
But music's always saved me in this life

So once again I walk away
Seeing how I messed up even today
I wish and wish to go back
But calming down is something I lack

Can't help but be emotional
It's who I am, I will let my tears flow
You can call me whatever, I won't care
But when I try to speak, it's everywhere

I can't help but be emotional
I'm fighting the urge to not to hurt myself more
Just shift away, like I always say
And put on headphones and drift away