paroles de chanson Phoenix - Merceze

I took what I had
Made a fire built the ash
You bait on me and I won't show that
I wanna go back to the coal so black
But I can't get over
Hold me back
I want to look forward
I want to go further oh

I never went to the precinct
I never let them take the state of me
Eyes low and my knees weak
I guess it's a sight that you hate to see
And I made it me faithfully
I walked blindly in the sea
Too much weight too deep
Now let that shit sink
The lightning from the storm broke the silence of the shore
I thought I gave enough but
You just wanted more
And it was a need I adored a glowing open door
But even hell has light
It was one I won't afford
Breaking out my corpse
My soul began to soar
And I died with a smile
It was vital in my morgue
I thought I was restored
But I'm more lost than before
The handle on the sword broke off and it tore the floor
Now I'm sitting vacantly
Down below with a face tat
Far away where you can't breathe
I don't need no air to change paths
You're not where my aims at
Lost control don't change that
I take laps and break past these addictions to kill my pain fast

I think that I lost all
My hope
Thinking that nothing meant nothing at all
Thinking of nothing when I see
Yourself wrapped around another man's arms
Memories fade to grey
See the pain inside my face
Relieve me of my mind restraints
Believe in all the time you waste
We are numb
Thinking that nothing meant nothing at all
Memories fade to grey
See the pain inside my face
Relieve me of my mind restraints
Believe in all the time you waste
We are numb
Thinking that nothing meant nothing at all

I can't stand the sight of you
I didn't think I frightened you
Every night I was wasted
In the sky my mind would fly quick through
Every time I would bite my tooth
By mistake I hit my tongue
Reminded truth by the higher roof
From the skin of my scars
Tell a real good story make me seem like I wasn't true uh
Tearing all these pages out did that mean nothing to ya
Did that make me meet my doom my misery sinks deep and loops
Like a broken record that you can never put on mute
Run suicides until both my legs are giving in
Shoot myself in the foot
I will never walk again
Careful with a conscious mess I never saw the thought of it
Told another girl my heart is red promise that a lot will shed
She sees the scars and pain in me she knew I saw a lot
She holds me close and high she'll refuse to let me drop
Took away all the pain you gave every single thing you brought
To my home and my mama
I was told she hates your drama

I think that I lost all
My hope
Thinking that nothing meant nothing at all
Thinking of nothing when I see
Yourself wrapped around another man's arms
Memories fade to grey
See the pain inside my face
Relieve me of my mind restraints
Believe in all the time you waste
We are numb
Thinking that nothing meant nothing at all

The scars on my wrist
Mud in my piss
Nothing can fix me
I will not forget
That I won't change
For no one
That I hold fate
For someone
You ain't someone to me
Your a stranger
To you
I'm a stranger