Lost

Aye
Ain't no way they want it like I do
They don't put the time in
I've been strategizing
It's hard for me to make it work
Make it work
Please don't waste my time
No mistakes this time around (Ohhh)
Lost but I been found

Aye
You the one who always ducking when I come around
Why you always up to something when I'm not around
I been preein', I won't lie I had to step it down
All the voices in my head hard to filter out, no
We've been up for the weekend
I've been on the road, I was looking for my meaning
You was at my shows, nowadays you really tweakin'
Hard to understand it when I heard that you was leavin'

Argue in the kitchen
I know I was insecure for a minute
Thought I had you and you're gone, and now my soul's gone missing
Said I loved you but you went ahead and pulled the damn trigger
When she told me she was tired, "you just like them other niggas"
I said

Ain't no way they want it like I do
They don't put the time in
I've been strategizing
It's hard for me to make it work
Make it work
Please don't waste my time
No mistakes this time around (Ohhh)
Lost but I been found

But you know that I was focused on a mission yeah yeah yeah
Told me "swear to god I never listen" yeah yeah yeah
I've been seeing changes in your character
(And it ain't for the better)

She said
I ain't tryna hear another word from you I
I ain't tryna hear it
Damage done
You knew this was exactly what I was fearin'
We was a perfect picture
I guess it was smoke and mirrors, oh no

Look
I was committed since day one, I never cheated
Chasing a dream, refusing to feel defeated
I know I missed all the birthdays
All the moments with meaning
Had you all in your feelings
My DMs you all deleted

I'm sorry, I mean that from the heart
But you knew what you was getting into
Back from the start
You was hoping it was a phase
Like I'm teenage
Sorry baby, I can't change
Wishin' I'd disappear
Like David Blane, I can't babe
Cause you know

Ain't no way they want it like I do
They don't put the time in
I've been strategizing
It's hard for me to make it work
Make it work
Please don't waste my time
No mistakes this time around (Ohhh)
Lost but I been found