Ghost

Darker times
Will provide
More insight
If you try
Every day
Either way
You will find
What's been hiding

I was livin an existence with a glossy film on everything
Got me wantin anything, just so I can numb the pain
Burnin' needles in my brain
Will the rainy days stop?
Yeah, the voices in my head really are my biggest opps
Uh, I wanna go and get therapy
I wanna face all my jealousy
My life in entropy, weak to my enemies
Getting real sick of irrational tendencies
What's the discrepancy?
I'm codependent
What you expect from me?
I have descended
I'm unapprehended
They say that I'm different
But all that I want is to really just end it
Maybe all I can do is suppress it

Ghost inside
Out of sight
Waylaying
Over time
Out of touch
Your disgust
Unveiling
Why you hide

Tell me what you got to hide?
Did I try before I die?
I can feel a higher purpose
This can't be my end of times
Need to bounce back
It's just my medulla oblongata
Under chemical attack
Tell them voices that they get nada

Ghost inside
Out of sight
Waylaying
Over time
Out of touch
Your disgust
Unveiling
Why you hide

Why you hide
There's a ghost inside
Growing over time
You're out of touch
And that's why you hide
Ahhhh, ahhhh
Ahhhh, ahhhh

I was hopeless, and at the early stages of psychosis
Tell me what goes through your head when your life's at it's lowest?
Does it feel like everything in life is slightly out of focus?
Or maybe time moves so slow that you don't even notice
But you got this
Don't reminisce bout dissonance and the latter
Just be diligent and persistent
Don't listen to the chatter
Inner saboteur's in my headspace
All the whispers put me in a dark place
But I embrace, I'm a disgrace
But I love myself, and that's okay

There's a ghost inside
Out of sight
Waylaying
Over time
Out of touch
Your disgust
Unveiling
Why you hide

Ghost inside
Out of sight
Waylaying
I see you hide

Ghost inside
Out of sight
Waylaying

Ghost inside
Out of sight
Waylaying
I see you hide

Ghost inside
Out of sight
Waylaying
Ghost