Onam - Nilufar Usmonova traduction en anglais

Onam

Yuzimga nur sochgan quyoshim onam
Qalbimga nur sochgan quvonchim onam
Dard cheksam bolam deb boshimni silab
Yonimda kulib keyin yig'lagan onam

To'ydim tashvishlardan
G'iybat mish-mishlardan
Yuring aylanamiz
Olib beray zo'r ro'mollardan

To'ydim yolg'onlardan
Soxta insonlardan
Bor bo'lsangiz voz kechdim
Bu yolg'on dunyolardan

Yuragizda dardlariz ko'p
Farzand bo'lib sezolmadim
Bolamga men mexr berib
Sizdek ona bo'lolmadim
Qancha tikan bosib o'tgan
Izlaringiz bosolmadim
Onam, sizdek bo'lolmadim onam

Kim yana kimdan o'zar
Oyog'ingni chalib buzar
Jim qaraysan atrofinga
Do'sting kulib sendan o'zar
O'rningizni bosolmaydi hech kim
Mexribonim onam

To'ydim tashvishlardan
Aysh-u ishratlardan
Yuring aylanamiz
Olib beray zo'r ro'mollardan

To'ydim yolg'onlardan
Soxta insonlardan
Bor bo'lsangiz voz kechdim
Bu yolg'on dunyolardan

Mother

My sun that brings light to my face, my dear mother
The joy that brings light to my heart, my dear mother
Cares for me, strokes my head and worries
Laughs and weeps after, my dear mother

I'm tired of worries
Gossips and hearsays
Let's go for a walk
Bringing bright shawls

I'm tired of lies
Fake people
If you exist, I'll renounce
This world of lies

Our hearts are hurt
I failed to be a worthy son
Giving my love to my son
I couldn't be a mother like you
How many thorns you've stepped on
I don't follow your footsteps
Mother, I couldn't be like you, mother

Who will now beg for forgiveness
They'll trip you and hurt
You silently look around
Your friend laughs and forgives you
Nobody can take your place
My dear mother

I'm tired of worries
Amusements and pleasures
Let's go for a walk
Bringing bright shawls

I'm tired of lies
Fake people
If you exist, I'll renounce
This world of lies