nothing about anything (demo)

I don't like to be alone
I think too much when I am on my own
I get emotional when staring at my telephone
People doing fancy things, living out their wildest dreams
And I'm part of the static
Does that make me pathetic?

I don't like to smile too much at strangers
It gives them the wrong impression
I give compliments
But not pointed at my reflection
Pity myself just a little, maybe for no reason
Chemical imbalances are coming back this season

And I, I don't know
I think I don't know
I really don't know
Anything at all
I don't know
I think I don't know
I really don't know

And is that fine? fine
I keep learning stupid lessons
But the message falls right out the other side

Is that alright? alright
Feels like growing up just tears me down
The more I know, the more I understand

That I know nothing about anything

How did i know i would get ticket
If i never saw the sign?
Cuz I was hungover
Decided by that single glass of wine
To kill the emptiness
I couldn't fill with ignorance
So one drink to forget it
Another to regret it

And I don't wanna be a human
I just wanna take an ice cold shower
Turn the tv on and tune the world out for a couple hours
Live in nothingness, if only for a second
Wake up in the morning to a friendship I neglected

Cuz I, I don't know
I think I don't know
I really don't know
Anything at all
I don't know
I think I don't know
I really don't know

And is that fine? fine
I keep learning stupid lessons
But the message falls right out the other side

Is that alright? alright
Feels like growing up just tears me down
The more I know, the more I understand

That I know nothing about anything