paroles de chanson sincerly, your son - Officialdjaaron

Yeah, where do i start?
Feel like i'm losing myself
I know that i'm messed up inside
But how am i wrong for refusing to help?
I feel like i can't be fixed
Maybe i'm stuck in the dark
I just don't think that the pills can
Fix all the pain in my heart
So i guess it is pointless
I lay in the dark in my sorrow
Today i just gave it my all
But there is not enough for tomorrow
'Cause i'm tired of the pain, i'm tired of fightin'
Tell me just what it is worth
To give my all to these people for me to be selfless
Just to be filled with this hurt
What is thе point?
'Cause i just cannot see anymore
I feel like thеre is no point in living my life
'cause
I'm just not me anymore
And they say
it's gets better
But it's been forever
So i just don't think i believe it
It properly get better when time,
But now i won't be here to see it
But pls don't me mad
It's not that i'm weak i'm just tired
I wish that my heart wasn't broken,
'cause then i could work on my mind
But life isn't fair i know
And not being happy is killin' me
I try to be vocal, they listen
But i don't think that y'all are hearing me
I hate that i'm broken, i hate that i'm stupid
I hate that i feel like a mistake
I hate when i'm talking to God
I feel like he don't listen to the times when i pray

I hate that i look in the mirror and
i hate the man lookin' back
I hate that i'm so insecure
I just wish you'd understand

Mama if you listen, please don't be mad
I know what i'm doing ain't right
Your son isn't perfect
I'm not a fighter, i want you to know that i tried
I want you to know that i love you
But lately i don't feel like me
It was nothing that you did, you did what you could
There's something that is wrong with me

Since i was young
I've always felt like this
I've never felt like i belonged
And this ain't because
I'm depressed, it's 'cause i feel so alone
It's 'cause i feel like a burden
I'm always living with grief
I've always felt like the problem
and that's why everyone leaves
But really, i'm sorry
I know that you wanted what's best for me
The world has been takin' my soul
But i leave you everything left in me
I love you forever and always
To the moment you know i'm gone
That moment is sooner than later
I love you, sincerely your son