paroles de chanson Selfresentment - PRXJEK

I wear this smile on my face to hide
Where all the pain is
Anti social so depressed
Im stressed
I can't even make friends
My happiness never lasts
It all goes away when the day ends
Cursed imperfection
The person in my reflection
I can't stand his face I hate him I sever him
With this weapon my pain will lessen
I wish to break him I can't accept him
This hatred is everlasting
Theres more to it in this rapping
My spirit taken so Im
Breaking my heart with my own hands
Thats how I take the problem into my
Own hands cause the problem is me
And no one else
But only I know this
No conveying emotions
Dying inside but won't show it never
So listen closely
Carry my body like Mariah
Up to the heavens where we never expire
My mind blank im surrounded by
Negative thoughts I question whether or
Not I climbed out of hell or from heaven
I dropped dont envy me jealousy not
What I deserve hurt me until my lifes
Energy stops when I leave this earth to
Rot in the dirt where the centipedes flock
And my memories become lost
The devil he called me and I answered him
My last breath was the cost
Fuck

The word burden hurts so much
That's why I call myself that
So that I can hurt myself
Without leaving scars on my body
I carve yet another hole into my heart
With these words
My own words
I'm sorry