Take a While

Hold me. Like you've held no one before
Talk to me as if we've been far apart
It's like we mutate and it's out our control
Everywhere we look change stare us in the eye
Oh it's so hard to walk with i.
But we've got to belive it
Make efforts to go with the flow.
See, I am trying to resist it
When I am tempted to give up.
You make me carry on
It's gonna take me a while.
To deny.
That I am fine
When I feel half alive.
Tears taste much sweeter with time
If I could I would cry.
Rain o the dessert inside
Pressure.
Holds me on my feet all night.
I sleepwalk on eggshells in the day
Comfort hurts me more the more I drown
We feel numb, we talk numb,
just used to being deprived
Oh it's so hard to walk with i.
But we've got to believe it
Make efforts to go with the flow.
See, I am trying to resist it
When I am tempted to give up.
You make me carry on
It's gonna take me a while.
To stop laying. That I am fine.
When I feel half alive.
Tears taste much sweeter with time
If I could I would cry.
Rain on the dessert inside
I was the only child you've ever had.
You found me.
Then lost me
In your labyrinth.
Of sweets and promises of childhood dreams reversed
Why none of them, signed in blood.
Could have kept me safe?