Hold Me Down

It's been a long time since I thought about dying
Well, not in the same way I used to
Still trying to sell myself on surviving
Stability takes some time to get used to

I know what it's like on the other side of that silver lining
Sometimes it's easier to pretend
Sometimes it all just comes down to timing
Sometimes I wish the whole thing would end

I know I said it
I think I meant it
It's never gonna hold me down
I know I said it
I think I let it hold me down

Okay so it's not that easy
But you don't have to be that sad
I know I get stuck about leaving
I'll try to remember that
I'm not just temporary
I'll fade like the midday sun
I know everything can get scary
It don't mean I need to run

I know I said it
I think I meant it
It's never gonna hold me down
I know I said it
I think I let it hold me down

I know I said it
I think I meant it
It's never gonna hold me down
I know I said it
I think I let it hold me down

I know I said it
I think I meant it
It's never gonna hold me down
I know I said it
I think I let it hold me down

I know I said it
I think I meant it
It's never gonna hold me down
I know I said it
I think I let it hold me down

I still care for you
I still care for you
I still care for