Outcast

All alone on a throne of my own making
Dwelling on the weight of the choices I've made
Overthrown dial tone left my heart aching
I find relief beneath the shame

And I try to just let go
But time doesn't stop for me
So I just hope that you know
How hard it is to lead

The dreaded life of an outcast
We're just minding our own, keep throwing your stones
The pain and the fear forever lasts
I'll never show a concern 'cause soon it's your turn
Karma is real and she's a nasty bitch
Seeing her work is gonna scratch that itch
Anxiety, depression not quite in the past
The dreaded life of an outcast
The dreaded life of an outcast

Sick and tired of the way I second guess
Picking up the pieces I've surely earned
All I know is that I've tried my very best
And find comfort in the fact that you're gonna learn

And I try to just let go
But time doesn't stop for me
So I just hope that you know
How hard it is to lead

The dreaded life of an outcast
We're just minding our own, keep throwing your stones
The pain and the fear forever lasts
I'll never show a concern 'cause soon it's your turn
Karma is real and she's a nasty bitch
Seeing her work is gonna scratch that itch
Drug abuse and tension not quite in the past
The dreaded life of an outcast

And I try to just let go
But time doesn't stop for me
So I just hope that you know
How hard it is to lead

The dreaded life of
Welcome to the life of an outcast
The trap is sprung, we'll hold our tongues
The pain and the fear forever last
Get what you deserve and I know it's gonna hurt
Emotional repression not quite in the past
The dreaded life of an outcast