These Days

These days
I just want to give more than I take
These days
Coffee and a song keep me awake
Last night
A girl from Houston kissed me twice
Last night I got drunk and shut off my own mind

And I'm going
Oh I'm going on
Am I running
What am I running from
And when I get there
Will I bite my tongue
What will I become
When the day is done

I try
To tell myself that everything is fine
I try
To hold myself and get me through the night
Takes time
To see the world through someone else's eyes
Takes time to feel the darkness and still choose the light

And I'm going
Oh I solider on
Am I running
What am I running from
And when I get there
Will I bite my tongue
What will I become
When the day is done

And I feel guilty with my friends
How they talk me off the ledge
And they think I'm being honest
But it's only ever half of it
And I fake it to myself
So good can't even tell
Til the truth cuts like a knife creeps in my dreams I wake at night
I wake at night
I wake at night
I wake at night
I
I wake at night
I wake at night
I wake at night
These days