Everybody But Myself

I've been high and I've been low
Ain't nothin' I ain't felt
I've been spending time on you
I need somebody else
I don't really care about the notches on my belt
I've been spending time on everybody but myself

I nearly OD'd in your bathroom
I thought you were my best friend
You were drunk and passed out in the bedroom
I felt like this was the end

And everyone around is dancing
They're all fucked up and laughing
I hope they're not laughing at me
When staring up at the ceiling
Is all that helps to heal it
I ask myself who I want to be

I've been high and I've been low
Ain't nothin' I ain't felt
I've been spending time on you
I need somebody else
I don't really care about the notches on my belt
I've been spending time on everybody but myself

We got matching tattoos in the hallway
Stick and pokes and Marlboro Reds
Drake and Channel Orange on repeat
I never thought we'd be here again

And everyone around is dancing
They're all fucked up and laughing
I hope they're not laughing at me
When staring up at the ceiling
Is all that helps to heal it
I ask myself who I want to be

I've been high and I've been low
Ain't nothin' I ain't felt
I've been spending time on you
I need somebody else
I don't really care about the notches on my belt
I've been spending time on everybody but myself

And everyone around is dancing
They're all fucked up and laughing
I hope they're not laughing at me
When staring up at the ceiling
Is all that helps to heal it
I ask myself who I want to be

I've been high and I've been low
Ain't nothin' I ain't felt
I've been spending time on you
I need somebody else
I don't really care about the notches on my belt
I've been spending time on everybody but myself