A Beginning

The truth is
I'm not able to give you the life that you deserve, no
The truth is
It was clear from the beginning this would happen and I knew this
Everybody knew it
I blew it. So no need for excuses

But it's true that I love you
And if you could forgive me
I'd be happy to breathe my last breath beside you
And die in your moms arms
Watching the sun rise a last time
Fire raining down, down
But least there is hope for you