The Man

(Lob intro)

I'm mad at the man
That I used to be
Mad that I had to look in mirrors and to see
The biggest in the room, but not the biggest
I could be
I could see
Some eventual redemption that I need

I'm mad at the plans
Mad at the streets
Mad that they took they childhood that set for me
Mad that I had to trash the past
And dump the cash I made for me
Mad that I'm me
After the sleep

I could be the biggest in the room
Don't tell me to do
Anything that starts with getting mad
Ends with "I'm gone shoot"
I needed to sit back
To stop myself before I lose
I needed to get that cuz what I need is what I choose

Living but barely surviving
Struggle to eat but got gas so I'm driving
Perfectly speak can't you tell how I'm sliding
Looking for ways to come up on some thriving
Took it to stay on a personal island
Tryna do me by myself till I'm ready
But loneliness all on my mind and
All in my eyes
It's all I can see
That no one by my side

I'm filling my mind with this drive
It's a time that I'm looking for
All of my life
It's a time that I'm searching what I see instead
Is I see me dead
Do I fear death or just losing my set
Investments
I added double to all my intentions
Driving away and instead of repenting
Sit in my room with this weight to my head cuz

I'm mad at the man
That I used to be
Mad that he took the childhood that set for me
Mad that I had to trash the past
And dump the cash I made for me
Mad that I'm me
After the sleep

I could wake up and take what I been
Searching for hurting for
Working to burn my mistakes away
Heavy the heart that contain the pain
If it's a commitment to money then f*ck it cuz
I just love music I'm doing like nothing
Get right to the life I been looking for running
Away from the face of my anger cuz I can't confront it
Till in a position where
Making assumptions
Is never an option
I could sell sayings like art at an auction
Bloods thicker than water but gold's what we got and
I see myself running from pain way too often
I need a residual cash flow deposit
My money into a bank where it's been lost and
It's all that I got
I turn back to face the facade of the top
I thought I lived on

Now facing the pain of animosity is difficult
Living in change could make your childhood divisible
I visit a sage to see what I can do subliminally
Telling a tale about positions of a criminal
Who's making a change and tryna hit the metaphysical
Times
Teach me how to lie
I got no capacity for that cuz all my life
It's been honesty that's keeping me
From slipping through the ice

(GAHDAMM)

I'm mad at the man
That I used to be
Mad that I had to look in mirrors and to see
The biggest in the room, but not the biggest
I could be
I could see
Some eventual redemption that I need

Thank you, I love you
(Lob outro)
(I need to hear that again)
(RAILROAD)