Addiction

Look, you controlled me way too long and now it's time to fold you

Told me that you got a plan to keep me down that's foolproof
Oh, bold with it too
Ain't no secret you been keeping
You just feeding off my weakness, I don't know truth (Woo)
I loathe you, but you give me ecstasy
I forget my problems and it's feeling like you blessing me
Heavenly, homie numb me up, dose me heavily
Secretly you keeping me in chains like my enemy
(I love you) No, I hate you

Don't you mess with me
Last time I listened I was passed out potentially

DOA, had to give me mouth to mouth resuscitate

Pound for pound, that's the most depressing thing they'd ever seen

(You don't have nobody else) Stop tempting me
(Mentally) No, you just manipulate me mentally

Plus you killing me, dog, you not a friend of me
I know the next time I get with you, it be the death of me
Matter of fact, I'ma have to kill you 'fore you get to me
(No you ain't, we gon' be together for forever, B)
Stop calling me, I need my freedom desperately
I swear that this gon' be the last time (Yeah I bet it be)

This wasn't in the plan
These family situations, guess that they don't understand
Guess they won't know this pain until it lays a hold of them
'Til it strangles them and entangles them from within
This addiction, you gon' try and say it's not a sickness
Prescriptions given to them daily by physicians
Netflix, coffee, sex, drugs, you a hypocrite
But you gotta hit bottom before we fix this

Look, I used to slave in vain with my attempts to kill you
I thought that I could really do it if I had the will to
(Come on Cam, I built you) No, you just hand a pill to me
This ain't a panic antidote, pretend this Xan'll heal you
That's what you say to me, you just make a slave of me
Faithfully, always played a snake when you persuading me
But last night I was with that AA lady, see?
(No you wasn't) Yeah I was, even had her pray for me

Man, you always tell me people tryna hater me
But you the one that's always tryna
Take me to the grave, you piece of-
(Wait a minute, I thought you was Christian) Ooh, thankfully
'Cause now I'm 'bout to nail this coffin shut, punk, stay up free
Time to rise up out this slump, I got nine months
I got God on my side, boy, quit tryna rise up

And I ain't gotta fight the battle that's been long won
You up against God, chump, uh, you got the wrong one

This wasn't in the plan
These family situations, guess that they don't understand
Guess they won't know this pain until it lays a hold of them
'Til it strangles them and entangles them from within
This addiction, you gon' try and say it's not a sickness
Prescriptions given to them daily by physicians
Netflix, coffee, sex, drugs, you a hypocrite
But you gotta hit bottom before we fix this