paroles de chanson spiraling - "Reyhan"

I don't wanna lose you anymore, my heart it bleeds
But when I open my eyes, you're nowhere to be seen
This lie of a future got me running laps, I'm spiraling
But how could I accept that she's not over everything?

I feel like an N64 game because you blow me off and play me
Maybe I just wanna take you out one day so you can contemplate dating
I don't wanna take you outside anymore
Because you always make it rainy
I like you because you piss me off
But now I know that I'm gonna hate me

I don't wanna see you anymore my head it screams
But every time I close my eyes, you're running back to me
This lie of a future got me running laps, I'm spiraling
But how could she accept that I'm not over everything?