Waiting for the End

This is not the end, this is now the beginning
Just a voice like a riot rocking every revision
But you listen to the tone and the violin ringing
And to the words that I'm spelling softly
Do you hear the echo sayin' yeah
With fears flying up in the air
Like we're holding onto something that's invisible there
'Cause we're living at the mercy of the pain and the fear
Until we get it, forget it, let it all disappear, yeah
Waiting for the end to come
Wishing I had strength to stand
This is not what I had planned
It's out of my control
Flying at the speed of light
Trust was bleeding in my hand
So many things were left unsaid
It's hard to let you go
I know what it takes to move on
I know how it feels to lie
All I wanna do is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't got
Sitting in an empty room
Trying to forget the past
This was never meant to last
I wish it wasn't so
I know what it takes to move on
I know how it feels to lie
All I wanna do is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't got
What was left when the fight was gone
I might've felt right but the right was wrong
I caught up in the eye of the storm
And trying to figure out what it's like moving on
And I don't even know what kind of things I'd say
My mouth keeps moving and my mind went dead
So I'm picking up the pieces, not where to begin
The hardest part of ending is starting again
All I wanna do is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't got
This is not the end, this is now the beginning
Just a voice like a riot rocking every revision
But you listen to the tone and the violin ringing
And to the words that I'm spelling softly
Do you hear the echo sayin' yeah
With fears flying up in the air
Like we're holding onto something that's invisible there
'Cause we're living at the mercy of the pain and the fear
Until we get it, forget it, let it all disappear