SCENERY

I was missing you
But only for a moment
Only in the moments
When I have nothing better to do
Then it only takes a minute
Minute to forget that
I was there
Was I ever anywhere
I don't cry, don't care
So don't try to take me there

I'm standing in my room
And I'm feeling an emotion I haven't known since
I was standing next to you
Gonna let the feeling linger
I'll regret it later
But here, and now
Gonna let it take me down
I won't fight this round
You win again

All my life I waited for these moments
Now I'm jaded and I want my old life back
I want my old life back
I thought that I'd be happy to be chosen but it changed me
Now I don't like who I am
And I want my old life back
Before I knew you
Before I knew you

It's over before it starts
A fatal attraction
I've mastered the art of falling at the speed of thought
Gonna make me meet my maker
I can't feel my heart
The mood, the spell
Under which I fell
I can't remind myself
It makes me angry
To think of how my gut
Was right
Like it is every time
I won't change my mind
Again
But then again

All my life I waited for these moments
Now I'm jaded and I want my old life back
I want my old life back
I thought that I'd be happy to be chosen but it changed me
Now I don't like who I am
And I want my old life back
Before I knew you

I don't know me when you hold me
And I've never felt so lonely
When you hear this, just remember
I wish I never met you
I don't know me when you hold me
I was so much better lonely
When you hear this
Understand that
I wish I never met you