paroles de chanson Headspace - Shius

There's a place in my mind, a space where some are confined
Personalities different, from my own conscious
Through a sick twist of fate, we have gathered here today
Welcome to your new home, welcome to Headspace
I lay awake in the night, and watch the shadows pass me by
Eyes that never disappear, follow my thoughts as I sigh

I just want to be normal, to know a brain without the voices
I know they want to help me, but still I lose the will to live
When I know I won't be normal, this incurable disease
Depressed with PTSD, these personalities of me
All I wanted was silence, whenever I was alone
All I heard was the voices, unrelentingly slow
Urge me even now, telling me to face insanity
But my will is too weak, while I deal with this reality

And in time I will go to sleep
Where Headspace welcomes me
I'll let Headspace welcome -

Elizabeth was the first, she was unquenchable rage
Violence to the metal, she had always been awake
Shius was the second, they were the golden child
I revered them as a god before I realized
Matt came into my life, as I was trying to exit
The voice of logic that had spoken to me like a brother
Cube was there when I worked, and I appreciate him
But even then I made him cry when I abandoned him
All these masks that I wear, all these alters in my mind
If they were gone I would have probably been dead in this life
I know I love them still, yet I wish I was alone
To be normal was a goal I never thought I'd never know

And in time I will go to sleep
Where Headspace welcomes me
I'll let Headspace welcome me

And despite all the time it took
I'd rather be in denial
Cause despite all the time we shared
I still wanna be, normal
Dissociative disorder
I struggle not to lose myself

I don't wanna accept, I don't wanna be insane
These alters in my head explain that I am just me
And one day I will listen, but that day hasn't come
By the time I spare an ear will I still be awake

And in time I will go to sleep
Where Headspace welcomes me
And in time I will go to sleep
Where Headspace welcomes me
I'll let Headspace welcome me

There's a place in my mind, a space where some are confined
Personalities different, from my own conscious
Through a sick twist of fate, we have gathered here today
Welcome to your new home, welcome to Headspace