paroles de chanson Boy in the Shadow - SmooveDonn

You're so fat, no one will ever like you
He's ugly, look at his gap
Stop trynna talk to me, tell your friend to text me back tho
Donn, never pick up a mic again
You're not cool nigga stop trynna hang with us
Look at ya acne nigga its nothing Smoove about you
Growin' up I seen my homies bag the chicks that I wanted
Smashin' 'em like a button then dap we laugh like its funny
But deep and down inside I'm getting mad the baddies in love with
My niggas
After they passed me sayin' that I'm too ugly
Samsung in my pocket blue bubbles all around me
Android I hate mine them niggas got facetime
Askin' for an iPhone like
Hey dad
Hey mom
Instead they shut it down because I don't appreciate mine
Stressed out from feelin' left out
And disconnected from the rest out who got the best clout
You get the message
All my life I been feelin' like I was stuck in a shadow
Drownin' in my tears but somehow I'm still feelin' shallow
A repetitive feeling of neglect it messed with my confidence
I got some clout but still feel lonely where my conscience sits
I'm on the way to the top and they say I'm poppin' but my post traumatic stress from rejection comes with a consequence

Growin' up a boy in the shadows
Feelin' like I'm still in the shade
Even when my skills gettin' praised
Even when I'm killin' the game

Growin' up a boy in the shadows
I don't feel the ease on the pain
Even when they screamin' my name
Wishin' that my memories could've changed

Why do I feel like I'm in second place all the time
Y'all only listen to my feelings when I start to rhyme
Drop a hit single then you phonies try to cross the line
Trynna be my friend but ignored the kid when my heart was cryin'
Then I signed with Quinton you said I'm big poppin' off this time and talkin' bout you Proud of me
But when I showed you my soundcloud you laughed and told other people you doubted Me
Said I'm just another dmv rapper who's out to be
A fake trap rapper who's only gon' buzz locally
Little did you know that my music be poppin' globally
And I don't even trap in my music so slap the back of that neck because you sound Actually stupid askin' myself why do all the baddies just have to be clueless
It's like I need a platinum plaque to show I actually do this
And that's the type of crap that makes me actually lose it because I know I slap I know I got the talent to prove it
I always felt like everyone around me had the upper hand
Feelin' like I never did enough and need another plan
Walkin' with my niggas but people thinkin' I'm just a fan
Fiending just to seek some validation from another man I'm sick of it
Donn quit looking down my nigga
Angie Ang said you a star now look around my nigga
Bro you finna hit the top you gettin' hot I don't get why you missin' confidence
Cause my post traumatic stress from rejection comes with a consequence

Growin' up a boy in the shadows
Feelin' like I'm still in the shade
Even when my skills gettin' praised
Even when I'm killin' the game

Growin' up a boy in the shadows
I don't feel the ease on the pain
Even when they screamin' my name
Wishin' that my memories could've changed

Josh...
I ain't heard from this nigga in two years
What's good bro
Yo smoove I know it's been a while
I'm sharp
I been seeing you on instagram ya know I see you blowin' up with this music and shit
Man I'm tryin'
Ya know I seen you sign with mayo please but look, I was wonderin' if you could like, put me on like send em a song or somethin'
Put you on
Nigga we haven't talked in almost two years and you want me to put you on
Yea
You could've asked how I been
Nigga how have you bee-
Ya know what get off my phone Josh
It's not even like that bruh

Yo what does she want
Umm hello
Hey umm listen, I know what I said before but your music is actually good
You know I make music too
Get off my phone