Wondered

Up to this point today, you've meticulously detailed
What it is that you say you are dealing with
Or maybe not dealing with
What you're healing from

The changes that you make
Or do not make
Cascade
But also fade
Give yourself a break

What did you expect after keeping yourself in a cage?
What would you say to him?
Not to you now, but back then?
Does he deserve all of the care that you wanted
And none of the hate you spew at him?
Are you proud of what you've accomplished and what's been said?

Do you have the strength to carry on?
Can you find it within to forgive a ghost of what was?
A fragile state of mind?
A son, child, all you've ever known?

Hey bud
I know you're scared
Do you want to sit down and talk about it?
Calm your head
I am here for you
What do you wanna know?